Wā whakahaere: 227 meneti
Ko tēnei mahi he pūkete o tētahi tākaro me Misaki Otsuka (ko te ingoa), he wahine M matua nāna i tono whakangungu i roto i te tari tuhinga o tētahi pukapuka SM e tono ana i ngā tauira i ngā wā katoa. Mai i tētahi pakeketanga, ko Misaki te momo kōtiro i rongo i te ngākau reka i te mahinga kino me ngā kīanga nanakia i roto i te anime me te manga. I a au e tipu ake ana, he kaha t ahau...... I te pau i a au nga rā i roto i te mamae. I a au taku whaiāipo tuatahi i te kāreti, engari ko te nui ake o taku mōhio ki taku kaha m, ko te tawhiti atu i taku whaiāipo noa iho. I tōna toru o nga tau o te kāreti, ka whakaaro a ia ki te waitohu mō te māngai SM, i pā ki a SM mo te wā tuatahi i roto i tōna oranga, a, ka kitea he hari me te whakaritenga i roto i te mamae me te mamae. "E ...... ahau kia nui ake tō patu i a au ki te wepu," i whakamā rawa ahau ki te kī atu i taua wā. I te tīmatanga o te whakamātautau a te kaiako, i te kaha o taku arokē i ngaro ai taku whakapā atu ki taua tangata, ā, e hiahia ana ahau kia herea, a, ka mea ahau, "He kaiako ahau. Kia waiho hei tohunga. I whakahaeretia a ia e te whakaaro o te whakaaturanga, e kore e whakaaetia kia mahi i runga i tētahi tikanga e whakarite ai i ngā hiahia rerekē ......." I hiritia e ia ōna hiahia M, a, ka whakaae i a ia ki te whakawātea anake mā te whakaaro i a ia e herea ana, e whiua ana e tētahi tangata rerekē. Ko te take i tono ai ahau mo te tauira SM ko te matenga o taku tipuna wahine. Ka mate te tangata i tētahi wā. Kaua e pupuri i o hiahia me ō hiahia kia hiritia...... Koia tērā i whakaoho ai i roto i a ia. E hiahia ana ahau ki te wheako hōhonu. E hiahia ana ahau ki te mōhio e pēhea te nui o taku mau tonu, me te pai o taku whakaaro i taua wā...... Ki te pakeke tonu koe, ka taka nga rārangi o to tinana. E hiahia ana ahau ki te pupuri i tētahi pikitia i mua i tērā putanga. E hiahia ana ahau ki te kite i a au e mau ana i roto i te mamae me te ahuareka. A, e hiahia ana ahau kia mōhio nga tāngata ki a wai rātau ....... I runga i tēnā hinengaro, ka whakapā atu a ia ki te tari tuhinga o te pukapuka SM, a, ka ui, "E hiahia ana koe ki te mau pikitia o taku SM?" Ka hari ahau mehemea ka taea e au te tiritiri ki a koe te whika ātaahua o te wahine masochist e wiri ana i runga i te hari i roto i te mamae o te aroha mai i a ia e tamariki ana.