THTP-079: Ko te tangata kōtiro ātaahua ● ・ Te pūrongo whakangungu a Hitomi masochist [Te ngaronga o te wahine me te whakangungu uri uri]

Ko tēnei mahi he whakahiatotanga o ngā whakairinga i tukuna ki te tari tuhinga o te pukapuka SM "Mania Club". Ko te karere mai i te pānui whakaahua o Hitomi (pseudonym) ■ Ko tēnei te tauira o te tangata. Tata tonu te tau mai i taku tīmatanga ki te mahi ki taku matua. I tipu ake ahau i roto i te whānau kotahi. He tangata pākaha taku whaea, a, he tamariki tōku, kaore i taea e au te mahi i tētahi mea tamariki. Kaore ahau i pīrangi kia mau i roto i tētahi whare whakahauhau, nā reira i oma atu ahau pēnei i te rere, a, i mauria e taku tāne o nāianei. Ahakoa he pākaha, ka tīmata ahau ki te whiwhi whakangungu i roto i te aroha ki a au. Kotahi tau kua taha, a, ināianei he tangata katoa ahau. I hoatu ki a au he tātua hāhā kia kore ai ahau e whakapā atu ki taku tāhae me te kore whakaaetanga a taku tāne, i tino tohutohutia ahau i runga i nga tikanga o te kahunga o ia rā, ā, i taea hoki e au te whiwhi i te rākau mīti a taku matua i tataritia ki aku tīkena. Ināianei kotahi anō te rua e āhei ai koe ki te mahi ki to matua. E hari ana ahau, e whakakake ana ahau i mauria ahau e taku tāne, a, ka puritia ahau e tōna taha. Mai i tēnei wā, e hiahia ana ahau ki te mahi uaua ake, kia uaua ake hoki te aroha ki taku tāne.