"I want to get out of the way as a woman," says Aoi Sekiguchi, 40. Stay-at-home mom. I got married at work 12 years ago and left the company. She has one child and has lived peacefully and safely so far, but now that she is in her 40s, she feels a sense of urgency that she will end up as a woman if she continues like this. There are 3 male experiences. No cheating experience. Marital life is missionary position only. Still, I regret now that I pretended to be fulfilled and kept a lid on my desires. Aoi says that she has never opened up to her husband that she is really lascivious. I came to the conclusion that the only way to get out of the way as a woman was to open up my true self. - The first affair that a chaste woman who has lived modestly is prepared to change her life. Please see how you release your hidden desires for the first time.