- Before I knew it, I volunteered for shame training myself ... Xia Fan, an insurance diplomat who likes to jog. - She tries to go home knowing that she is being voyeurized by a customer, but she is forcibly assaulted. That led to an exposure order. - At first, she didn't like it, but while she was exposed to the nasty gaze of passers-by, she woke up to the pleasure of shame.