Before marriage, they were seeking each other as if they were floating in a fever, but now they have a completely calm relationship. Every time I feel that my husband's enthusiasm has decreased in my marital life, my loneliness increases. - Drooling, whispering dirty words, shaking her hips. I wanted to release my nasty self somewhere, who could no longer put it out in front of her husband. If you don't, you'll end up as a woman. Driven by a sense of frustration, I dabbled in dating apps. Now she feels that being embraced by a stranger is the only time she can be her true self.