I'm happy, but every day is ordinary. And the loneliness that I can't shine as a woman anymore. SNS started to disguise boredom. A man I met there ... His messages, which are sometimes susdicated, make my heart flutter. - She comforts herself as he says, and sends her an image of such a nasty appearance. - When I met a man and was tied up, my propensity for cruelty was ignited.